I've changed a new blog link.

I need to leave from here,

leave a very emo place for me.

Did everyone mind to relink me?

or

Just go and have a look take a read.

feel my soul.

=)

http://www.sherny-lng.blogspot.com

♥ Je pense à toi

:@

" F_CK! "
and whats?!

there are 7-pimples on my cheek!
OH-MY-GOSH!







grrrrrrrrrrr!
:@

I'm Bitch.

Yes, as what title said, i'm bitch,
seriously, the BITCH!

I hate my life, told people i'm a lifeless girl.
and i promise would try my best to forget bout everything,
alright now i did,
but somemore i did something worse too.
i hurt stan, i told him my feeling,
but he replied me that " Everything is already over whats. "
I'm Hurt too! the only one who understand with me still,
dump me again.

I'm not being selfish that i want you and want him too, I never do this!
i just don't wanna change all the relation now,
i'm fine with our relation now,
i don't wanna dating for bout few month or few years?
I'd told you before! remember? : (

Why are you leaving from me now,
when the time i fall down and need your hand to hold me up?
everything is over? Whathell is it.
well, i admit i was really bad, selfish or whatever before,
i apologised! to you to him,
even though i'm not the 1 who did wrong but still,
i'd apologised for everyone! : (

I know,
I need to be tough alone now.
Phone isn't ringing from now on. >: [
wipe off my tear,
i'll be back to the happy status.
<3 myself.

难以形容

难以形容现在的心情，
很乱，真得很乱，可不可以让我冷静下来，
好好打完这段文章，不流泪的文章。
我想试着用不同的心情完成这篇文章，
完全不想和之前的文章比较，因为我不想再一次变得情绪化。

何时，我才能变回几年前的我？
开心毫不保留，伤心毫不隐藏.....
今年的我真的改变了许多，
我身边的朋友已经一个一个察觉到，
理所当然我也开始发现自己明显的改变！
变得有话才说，没话静静那种, 为什么？

我问了自己很多次，为什么会有这样的改变？
我回答不下，因为我的答案一次一次的重复，
我明显的被爱埋没，我从没想过我真的会变得那么虚弱。
生命中，2个人是我真心放不下，Stan & Doug.

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I never think bout Stan and Doug would really changed my life,
i memorable for everything, i miss him lots, i mean...Stan.
The 1 really treat me with a true heart,
never break any promise,
I like to share my story to everyone but I'M NOT SHOWOFF-ING!
He's really a good guy but i'm the 1 who never treasure all of it.
2 relationship, my very 1st 2relationships,
someone said my 3rd love will be either both of them again,
is it? i don't know. i treasure the 1 who did loved me deeply,
Thats why i miss Stan lots.

How bout Doug? the 1 who betrays me,
but i wont blaming him,
it's because he teached me lots of thing that i never face with,
Hurt me deeply let me learn how to be tough all the time,
Lie me for everything and let me to expose all of them,
Let me know that world is colourful but life is darkness.
Everything, just let me expose myself,
Never solving problem together with me,
somemore push me alone to the darkness corner,
let me learn to be more independent!

I know that i'm seriously look bitch,
break up with Doug and within amonth then find back my ex,
I thought i'll been hurt by Stan but however,
He's still nice to me, i feel great.

p/s to Stan :
The question you ask yesterday scared me, but what, i was in consider.

People,
I don't think i'll so fast then fall for another,
or dated with another.
I wont do something such a bitch.
i'm still trying to say goodbye to my 2ex-relationship.
try to put down, try to forget..
i'll try my best.





* Night - Night *

WUAHHHHH~

i'm starting regret what i did on last saturday,
my very 1st times drunk up soooooooo suffer,
not really the 1st times but is the 1st times suffering until NOW!
and guess what, something swelling on my skin,
yes, i meant whole body and my skin is still red now,
OMG how could it be? don't trust?

let picture prove everything..



i know, its 'geli' .

my neck is still swelling. grrrr, and my double chin look more obvious now,
cause of the skin disease! grrrrrrr..
WOAHHHHH..
i think i am sensitive for alcohol anymore,
cause i really drank many last sat,

*slap me! i did something bad during my pmr holidays.i mean..drink.

And ..

i didn't take lots of picture on Sat,
too bad my phone no battery when i bring it out,
but i got took some picture before i have a outings,
will go and take those photo from friends soon. :)
but still,

Some picture bout last Saturday,




i'll upload more picture soon,
bed time again,
: ) will updated tml, haha.

Sorry??

i'd really try my best to forget everything,
but why are you still do all of this to me,
what the meaning by your 'sorry'?
i need to talk with you now, but where are you?

i drunk for last night - MrD Birthday,
but i didn't go to his party cause he has no invite me.
i go and drink with cousin, drinks for half bottle of Chivas,
crying while i'm vomiting,
i wanna pop out all my SUFFER from my heart to his friends,
who is just beside me,
but i know, no one is understanding me,
after i told out, all will just only judge me,
' You're really stupid! '

please, can anyone of you give me a support?
i really feel that i live in a world without colour,
i know i should focus for my exam, pmr uec.
but i've already tried my best to forgot the relationship,
but how can i just forget my love within a week?
i'm not a cheap bitch, i do fall for my love.
i never playing my boyfriend's feeling,
NEVER!

Will you think that he'll find a day to celebrate with me again?
or he's just kidding with me?
i really miss him lots lots : (
God, Just let me know what the problem,
and let me solve it.

Time to sleep,
my body is so red. : (
Night.

:'(

I cried for my lifeless,
I cried for my lonely,
I cried for everything Today.

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P/S :-

I've also sell the other brand of lenses.
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and also the other stuff i have sell : )
will update soon.

be patient! muacks~

*phark u la fatboy!

sorry for the temporary innocence,
sometimes my brother is just really piss me off.
grrrrrrr phark off!
he is the one who ask me to download pps,
he said, MUST download.
it's because m always ask him to help me dl dl dl.
he ask me to download pps so that i wont ask him for help me anymore.
but now everything is changed!
when i do fall deeply into the pps, he starting to ask me delete it.
what for me to del just because of you! ha?!!
dream on, u're the beginner!! who ask me to download it!


* oi don't keep pull out my connecting line eh, FATBOY!


AHH so piss off! the line is so bitch,
or else my fat bro keep pulling out the line, shit.
i can't online with smoothly. whathell.
keep dc dc and DC. grrrrrrr......

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Random picture during PMR,



pammie and i


Jia Qi and i


Nic and Jia Qi.


Q, S, N, P, and Dianne : )

Sickness.

Something wrong with me.
i know what happened going on with me,
it's because i ate almost 10 durians in a week,
i ate for WHOLE WEEK! W-H-O-L-E-W-E-E-K!!
but i didn't feel anything wrong, just eat more and MORE!
after finish it, i drink apple juice to cover the durian smell only,
apple juice but not mineral water.
see, i'm smart la. because i can't feel anything.
like example feel hot, or feel like wanna vomit or what.

but............... i'm actually sick now.
Seriously sick!
fever, headache, throat-ache, toothache...etc
especially my teeth, is just pain like HELL!!
ok i know i got a decayed teeth, and i never care bout it.
lalala...i'll go see dentist after PMR.
ps : I'm not scare with dentist :D

and i feel like wanna kill myself,
i'm sick-ing during pmr. why? hais.
i should take good care when before exam,
shouldn't eat so many durians! : (
starting regret now aisk.
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i knew,
someone's birthday was on this coming Saturday,
and also i know, u dumped me.
tell me nothing for your birthday party,
no invite me while I'm still your girlfriend now.
ok, beside i can't feel anything that you're still my boyfriend.

what you want? huh?
just tell me what you want, tell me HONESTLY!
what for u still holding the relationship with meaningless?
what for u to keep hurting me?
why don't u just answer me the properly answer?
what is the meaning by your
" you think what relation are us then what relation la " ??
i do hate your innocence, who do you think you are?
just Phark off and Shut up!
is it so hard to apologise when you did wrong something?
and you know you did wrong!!
however, you still didn't want to face the problem.

u'll never get a true love in your live if you're still stubborning.
from the beginning you've already cheating us for EVERYTHING.
the girl, few years, secret...etc.everything just a lie..
just remember,
true will come out after the fake.
don't try to hide anything behind :(

i'm so tired, really tired to love you.
i did all the time, trying to forget and forgive you,
but you're just disappoint me.
i'm tired..

I'M TIRED!!!